The date
I have to admit i was quite disappointed. I didnt screw it up, the mood, place was perfect. The disappointment stemmed from the date herself.
She really looked pleasant, and i was to an extend physically attracted to her. But what lied beneath was truely a letdown.
She's probably someone who still stucked in the lates 90's era; where the SNAGs are hot, Airforce guys are really cool and handsome, a guy has to be at her beck&call, the guy has to be older, guys must be willing to give up the moon for her. She's a very studious girl; she knows her priorities, she studies hard, really into CCAs and any parent whose daughter had a report card like hers would have been proud.
The thing about bookworms is they never go out to socialise and it takes a toll on them in the EQ department. And yes after a while, they get desperate and want to meet men. She's exactly like that, the kind of girl who wants to have a really fairy tale love chapter in her life.
Fast forward to reality, come on. Thats not possible in a materialistic and meritocracy society like Singapore whose basis is elitism. Its 2006 and socially, she's lagging by 7 to 9 years behind it. I really do like her but she and I probably in two different worlds no matter how hard I try to accept certain aspects.
The one barrier between her and me is her mentality towards love and her naviety to all things love. Its something that im not able to accept. Yes im willing to accept everything except that. She kinda played a girlfriend role that night and I was let onto a glimpse on what its like to be her boyfriend, and its not something i'll probably able to withstand long term. I said long term because I factored in the honeymoon period. When its honeymoon period, everything goes even if she's a bitch. Its a fact.
Not that she was a bitch, but she was very whiney when you dont reply her or you dont do what she wants you to do. Her threshold for pain is ZERO. A little elbow on me and she's like in pain. We got a little cosy but I didnt take advantage of her. I was a really true gentleman that night. The closest i went was putting my hands around her waist and holding her hand at times. It was a nice feeling but its not meant to be.
She really looked pleasant, and i was to an extend physically attracted to her. But what lied beneath was truely a letdown.
She's probably someone who still stucked in the lates 90's era; where the SNAGs are hot, Airforce guys are really cool and handsome, a guy has to be at her beck&call, the guy has to be older, guys must be willing to give up the moon for her. She's a very studious girl; she knows her priorities, she studies hard, really into CCAs and any parent whose daughter had a report card like hers would have been proud.
The thing about bookworms is they never go out to socialise and it takes a toll on them in the EQ department. And yes after a while, they get desperate and want to meet men. She's exactly like that, the kind of girl who wants to have a really fairy tale love chapter in her life.
Fast forward to reality, come on. Thats not possible in a materialistic and meritocracy society like Singapore whose basis is elitism. Its 2006 and socially, she's lagging by 7 to 9 years behind it. I really do like her but she and I probably in two different worlds no matter how hard I try to accept certain aspects.
The one barrier between her and me is her mentality towards love and her naviety to all things love. Its something that im not able to accept. Yes im willing to accept everything except that. She kinda played a girlfriend role that night and I was let onto a glimpse on what its like to be her boyfriend, and its not something i'll probably able to withstand long term. I said long term because I factored in the honeymoon period. When its honeymoon period, everything goes even if she's a bitch. Its a fact.
Not that she was a bitch, but she was very whiney when you dont reply her or you dont do what she wants you to do. Her threshold for pain is ZERO. A little elbow on me and she's like in pain. We got a little cosy but I didnt take advantage of her. I was a really true gentleman that night. The closest i went was putting my hands around her waist and holding her hand at times. It was a nice feeling but its not meant to be.
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We were having dinner at the beach of auberdine. Then she wanted to tie me down, so I sent a SOS to Serravatar to cast a portal at ashenvale, while i ride my white tiger n run towards there.
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4/01/2006 1:12 PM
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