tentatively 28 more days to go

If that isnt enough, COS duty got me pretty busy. But 7th sure loved me alrite. They get to sleep late and get up 8am latest and slack for the first half of the day. Old geezer suspects im fucking around but he aint got no proof and still has to give me the benefit of the doubt :P

May 27th

Its approx. a month away and it falls on a friday. And I think hanging out on fridays are cool, so much so i think its a great day to sort things out if it works out in my favour that is. I dont really believe in horoscopes until yesterday but i still take it with a pinch of salt. You cant live life off some daily horoscopes, i find it utterly pathetic and monotonous. But if i have to be swayed by the veracity of astrology-online.com which portrayed a relatively accurate description of me, then a girl whose zodiac's a Leo would complement me ideally.

If horoscopes were considered axioms, theoretically i could relate to her using entities. But of coz life isnt just about conceptualising and establishing a logical link between 2 people, its much more than that which even the most revered might not able to percieve or comprehend. Thats what makes it so unpredictable and exciting?

They say first impressions count? You cant tell the real person because everyone puts on a facade and its either they impress or fail miserably the first time round. If nike's "just do it" brought them to another level to make their mark and leave a big imprint on the apparel world, then "just fuck the first impressions" would inadvertently paved the way for a potential budding bosom friend who would have left a big impact in your world.

She looked like the bitch who was too smart for everyone. The typical all-girl school bimbo whom everyone would like to have piece of, but would probably be shunned if she had nothing else to offer at the end of the day.

Probably she fucked first impressions too and after one nite of online chat, my whole perception changed and probably hers too. People cldnt figure why we clicked, so cldnt we, given the fact only we knew she was crooked and I was straight. She became a sister and i would be her psuedo boyfriend which led many being envious of me. It was fun misleading and leading people on, the silly mushy stuff i read first hand that people send her, brainstorming creative ideas to get that girl i fell so in love with. So trendy she was, that when i stand beside her, i pale so much in comparison when it comes literally to fashion.

She was one of the rare few who really knew me inside out, someone who spurred me on when i was in the doldrums. And i kindly repaid her by taking her for granted becoz i cldnt get a grip over myself over a double whammy.

It may not be the best day but its good enough to show how i have supercede myself then though not ideally to become what i am today and make up whatever is within my means. If fate was thrown into the equation, she was a Leo whose birthday fell on my enlistment date.

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Its been awhile hence...

I shall post about myself! How damn accurate...at least 90%
Taken from astrology-online.com

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average. They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign.But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their nature exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal. Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists. Brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament, these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.&quot. Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-crossed lovers

Possible Health Concerns...

Scorpio governs the pelvis and reproductive and urinary systems and its subjects are said to be prone to ailments of the liver and kidneys, stones and gravel in the bladder or genitals, and other genital ills such as priapism. Abscesses, boils, carbuncles, fistulas, piles, ruptures and ulcers may also affect the Scorpions.

Its no wonder I get all those abscesses on my thighs...

Futsal!

Haha played indoor soccer at ACS I. Apparently akira jioed a couple of us, n hence the boys went down. Aki and fab was in the opposite team while fang n me was in same team. He was holding midfield while i played left back.

My team was pretty good. Had a bunch of skilful players. Many volleys and pile-drivers attempts but some managed to go in so there were pretty nice goals scored throughout the match. Haha guessed i was the weakest link there but i still managed to play decently if i said so myself. I did managed to win a few balls, blocked some shots, string together some passes and last but not least intercepted some of the aerial balls successfully. Fun and workout rolled into one though i sprained the joints near between my thighs and pelvic area when i stretched my leg fully to clear away the aerial threat. It has been a while since i last sweated and it felt great!

Highlight of the moment was definitely one involving fabian and fangwen. Fab got the ball and he was cornered by 2 of my teammates and fangwen from behind shouted, "fabian pass to me!" And he did it faithfully LOL.

Other than that there were a few times i suffered a few knocks, courtesy of one from fabian who hooked onto my left foot when i won the ball, just getting ready to pass it...

Makaned at yuki yuki. Haha the 4 of us together (fang,fab,shiwei&me) really brings out the kiddie manners in us despite being 21 coming 22!

If thats not enuff i bought a globe tee to sum up the weekend. I kinda liked the design and the colour was just perrfect! It did cost me a hell $60 bucks though.

Ahh hope camp life is smooth sailing for this week, minusing the bullshit that is.

Bad week.

-Fone died yet again; 4 times...bagus la knn.
-Saturday burns; mopp4 driving @ kaki bukit camp. Can u believe this? Obviously there's a distinct line separating wayanging & pragmatism.
-Moved into driver bunk; My ORDing seniors(fuckers literally) are using tt place as some temp accomodation and its like a litter ground, definitely not an hospitable environment. Period.
-Big time bullshittin ideas conceptualised by muneh the pundek.

I cant help feeling pessimistic about the inevitable shit that is coming my way. Anticipating it already makes me feel so sick.

Well if there's any consolation, monday im going NSC for my warts tx and im gonna get attend c! Means tuesday morning book-in :P