Gong Xi Fa Cai

Hong bao na lai! Chinese new year these days are so mundane. Gather, eat, go home. Next day bring 2 oranges and act cute to get those coveted angbaos. Life's such, sad isnt it when u think about it. But its ok, im having off till next tuesday. Sweeet! How nice of my unit to include valentines in the off schedule but for singles like me, what the fuck am i supposed to do on that day?

Talk about valentines, its been 2 years since i did s-o-m-e-t-h-i-n-g on that day. I celebrated with my girlfriend, wrote a thank-you card to yvon telling her how she has been such a sweet friend to me. Fast forward to reality. Ive no girlfriend now, Yvon's so freaking pissed with me, i mean if u ever came across this site , the sub heading was meant for you.

Come friday, its off to pang's house for an all-day and probably nite gamble. All the gambling gang are going, i reckon hundreds to be won and lost ha. I hope im not going home that day as a loser. Statistically proven i've never LOST when lugwig, mingjie & I share a bet in Blackjack together. It would be interesting to see if our record will smash on that day.

I was so bored one day, so i logged into friendster and surfed the whole day. Came across this girl called shar whom I thought had this Girl-Next-Door look! I got this thing for such girls. She wasnt that gorgeous but i guess she had that reallypleasantface. I've never msged a stranger in friendster ever since i joined in 2003 but i felt really tempted to msg her. Fabian saw her profile n told me she looks hainanese and in my heart i was "uh huh" and when i quizzed on how he arrived that conclusion, he replied something to do with the facial features. And i was once again "uh huh to myself" while typing to him "You sure or not?" And he was taunting me to go ask her if she was hainanese. Stupid me ACTUALLY went to msg her that. And she replied coolly - nope. I cant believe i actually did that. Eh bro if u're reading this, fuck u la! Thanks for the bright idea. Haha now where on earth am i going to put my face. I wanted to get to know her, not know if she's hainanese. I mean so what gives if she hainanese? I get to know more about authentic hainanese chicken rice? o_O.

And what luck! My ex knows her. Apparently from biz year 2, SMU. I was hinting her over sms to introduce me pleaasee... ha apparently she disregarded that and wished me "take care and hope u get lots of angbao hehe". I was thinking whats with the selfishness until ariff knocked some sense into my head. Imagine my ex came asking me she tot this guy whom i know was cute and was hinting me to introduce him to her. And i would be probably be thinking to myself "Hell no am i going to introduce him to you." Call it selfish but honestly that feels fucked up. Makes sense, so i dont really blame her, after all she has been a sweetie all this while since we parted.

I must admit she's the second person besides my ex to set my heart palpatating. As usual sheer talk and action-less! Im beginning to feel fatalistic, sometimes i really ponder should i just leave it to fate or be thick skinned which i hate to do so and approach her.

And i have this feeling some anonymous guy will post again.