Lazy Sunday

I feel so lazy and jaded still. I still need to collect my fone later and I need to book in camp later at nite. I cant even watch the carling cup final...

This week is taking a toll on me, when will this shit ends?

Cheebye Week

I reversed the 5-tonner one fine fucking thursday morning at a nice time of 0630 and *BANG*. Kanna the high beam. Left mirror literally gone, left signal casing and bulb smashed.

Somemore, the tonner has to be used for some mjaor exercise coming up this week. Hong gan liao loh. Not only i got into trouble, the mt spec had to account for me. Felt really bad for draggin Iman down for this and he was really nice enough to brush it aside and told me not to worry. From that moment, i really felt so bad and touched too, coz im always the laziest, procrastinating driver and he never fails to fuck me for when im lazy. Perhaps i went a tad too far this time, I think i really owe him a big favour this time by waking up my bloody idea and show some responsibility and a treat when our major exercise ends.

All I hope the mechanics can get the spare parts and get it fixed asap.

Incidentally, the night before, my mom suffered from a 'stroke' and had to be admitted to the hopsital. She's so stressed with work, that depression set in and hit her so hard that she kinda was momentarily paralysed. Conversed with her over the fone; was better and she's seen a psychiatrist and has been faithfully taken her medication. Now she's at home, sleeping, continuing the normal routine. I thank god for watching over her. She's the dearest person to me besides my granny who has passed away. I dont know why I didnt ask for off and visit her.

Sometimes i dont know what the fuck im doing also. All i know after im done with major deployment exercise that is to be vettted top mindef officials. I will take a fucking break; a leave and spend a proper time with my family.

Practicing deployments for the past 2 days preceded by conducting of training lessons for my juniors. I must say they are damn enthusiastic. Some will even greet gd morning sergeant, how polite or just for the sake. Well time will tell.

Had some smm dinner at restu somewhere along eunos. Nicely done man, my CO came down, clad in bermudas haha, how appropriate. Had a lucky draw, none of my platoon won anything!
The luckiest bunch came from my seniors(ord bitches) and my juniors. Haha 7th platoon got no luck ha.

Dinner was passe, wanted to find somebody to tompang me, in the end, i went with pang, ludwig, cheehui to eat ice-cream. In the end, we ended up eating cheese cake at this cafe, cant rem. the name but the ambience was really good, basically a nice chill out place. Had oreo cheesecake(pretty gd!) and camomile tea(ludwig says its supposed to calm ur nerves, enabling u to have a good's nite sleep) Oh hell yes, i need a good fucking sleep due to staying up late to deploy and be 'conditioned' in the suit.

On a side note, i emailed the dean of a course in SMU, questioning interview practices. I probably tarroed him way too much, that he evaded my questions and nicely told me off.

"If you want to apply, then we welcome you to apply.If you apply, and you are serious about wanting to get in, then you have to gothrough the interview."

Seems like i have been tarroing ppl these days, and wat do u know? Camp awaits me at 0730 later - convoy movement for the exercise.

Ambivalent Saturday

Mom went to the medium and she mentioned that my grandpa's time is up. I dont know whether to be happy or sad. First i hate my beloved ones to go. He watched me grew up, cooked my fav dishes, waited for me during pri skool, and i remember always badgering to play dumb/battleship with him when i was a kid. Now, i hardly have time for him, i feel guilty neglecting him, despite making small talks. Of course, it may seem absurd for the medium to allude but coincidentally my mom dreamt of my granny who has passed away comin to her dreams, asking her to pack her bag to go. Of coz she didnt go. She was in mourning attire, facing a car where my grandpa was inside waiting.

In chinese, they call it song zhong, meaning bidding a farewell to someone who has passed away. In a way, i was kinda upset, though i felt happy in a way. He was finally going to to meet my granny in the other world.

"One day we are going to be reunited in another place on day so separation is only temporary" - jiawei

So fucking true, i draw optimistism from it and look forward to meeting my loved ones one day. U may never read this, weiwei but and once again, thanks for everything :)
This entry was for my grandpa and u.

Well im sick of this but i shall return you the favour one last time

and mind you, its the 3rd time that im making u see the point.

U seem to be losing the plot; ur posts seems full of rage, vindictiveness, name calling and occasional cheap shots.

Firstly I didnt know copying and paste from the dictionary was considered assiduous? Funny or are u trying to insinuate that writing an entry to rebutt u was assiduous? Well not to worry my mate, It did require a bit of effort but the amount of effort doesnt warrant the use of 'assiduous' yet. In fact i did it to make you see the point, that you are in a different league from me; that in a game of high level English, u're not up to the mark. YOur third comment merely re-affirms it.

With this, i do not the see the need to carry on la, i could play ur game but its saturday, i got a life and i want to enjoy it and not waste it by engaging u.

I can understand y u're sore because someone whose verbal SAT score of 590 is actually judging ur standard. The pill is not only bitter to swallow, it even highlights that results does not sum up one's calibre. You must be shallow enough to think that 590 is my standard to nitpick me.

Of course u are welcomed to post ur 2 cents worth and given permission to be allowed to be in your state of denial ;)

ps: I didnt harrass the girl. I was gentleman enough to send a fourth and last msg apologizing and thats case close.

Curse those worts!

Damn not only they grow inside ur foot and impede ur movement, they are one hell of a painful disease also. And not do only I have one, i have multiples of them too! Had to take off this morning, went to NSC, and had them freezed by liquid nitro. Liquid nitro is no joke, it has hell of a stinging effect, and to be honest, if i could scream, i would ha. Thank god the nurse was kinda gentle enough with that suture, surprised she didnt make a hole in my foot but she still managed to cut one till it bled.

I literally cannot walk now because blisters are forming; in fact im limping. I kinda feel bad, that i took off to get this done while my army buddies are suffering with deployments courtesy of mr mooner. Its might as well i get it done asap, so probably I could join them in time for some big major stupid excercise.

Saw some of my potential junior juniors. Many have that happy go lucky attitude, well good luck, prepare to die this friday LOL. I would love to see how the internals will tekan them, esp ludwig haha.

Back to camp tonite; move bunk again; nearer to that old man once again. Bleah.

My rebuttals are way too long...

hence i shall do it here as an entry!
Well mr anonymous, its rare i dedicate posts to people i dont know, so you should feel honoured.

Anonymous said...

Sorry,if this is abit late..this is long overdue actually..n,Tts all it took to hurt u! i got ointment! Publishing your poor(by my standards) sat results on ur blog is stg u tot was gonna embellish ur blog. An act, as gd as flashin ur small penis(1270)…and then saying tt u noe it shld hve been bigger(1300).U’ve got a small penis, so be it. That’s realism(accepting the fact). Saying, u noe its definitely suppose to be bigger somehow and then not achieving it. That’s idealistic. U let the whole world scrutinize ur life n laugh at u. U brought eternal damnation upon urself. Reading ur bloggs, u do hve a decent command of the English language but 590, is really nowhere. I am the same(anonymous) persona. There is no point in revealing myself, u don’t know me anyway….besides, where’s the fun and mystery factor. Besides y u harassing gals?

Well first n foremost thx for the ointment, but ill pass.

Biting the hand that fed u? I mean fancy u telling me the difference and citing examples which are off between idealistic and realism is actually a joke.

Lets have the dictionary to aid us shall we, courtesy of dictionary.com?

re·al·is·tic Audio pronunciation of "realistic" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (r-lstk)
adj.

1. Tending to or expressing an awareness of things as they really are: She gave us a realistic appraisal of our chances.
2. Of or relating to the representation of objects, actions, or social conditions as they actually are: a realistic novel about ghetto life. See Synonyms at graphic.

I am right to say that scoring 1300 and above is a realistic target because i have stated explicitly that i have done enough mock papers to know where my standard lies and it represents that, which 2. corroborates with.

Next.

i·de·al Audio pronunciation of "ideal" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (-dl, -dl)
n.

1. A conception of something in its absolute perfection.
2. One that is regarded as a standard or model of perfection or excellence.
3. An ultimate object of endeavor; a goal.
4. An honorable or worthy principle or aim.

Now where have i stated that 1300 is my ideal score? Obviously a sign of poor inferencing skills there... If u read my SAT score entry carefully, i mentioned that 1270 was far from 1400. Now thats my ideal score. As usual 2. supports this nicely.

Nice try on the penis analogy, i mean no matter how hard i try to muster my logic, i cant seem to find a co-relationship with my SAT score. I can only conclude ure having inferiority complex? I can improve my SAT score but can a penis length be improved? Im not sure about you but im happy with my length. Perhaps u could try those penis enlargement therapies if u arnt happy with urs that is. ;)

Eternal damnation. Cant think of a better word to subsitute but to leech from my sub heading eh? Its alrite, i'll gladly be ur mobile thesaurus and spoonfeed u once again(second time mind you) - Try the word perdition. It not only sounds sweet, its shorter too!

Not convinced?

per·di·tion Audio pronunciation of "perdition" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pr-dshn)
n.

1.
1. Loss of the soul; eternal damnation.
2. Hell: “Him the Almighty Power/Hurl'd headlong... /To bottomless perdition, there to dwell” (John Milton).
2. Archaic. Utter ruin.

Of coz if ur myopia as pointed out previously is corrected already, you should be able to see that 1. fits the bill perfectly! In fact i bolded it specially for you!

To be honest, im really disappointed with 590. U're right about the score being nowhere, for once, u r right! Maybe u've got a better score, maybe u've never took it, and lastly I do not really care because what's done is done and I have moved on, have u? ;)

Whats with harassing u say? No, i have not harrassed any girl, but i have been rejected. I only sent her 3 messages and thats that! Is that considered harassment? o_O

And of course i have a decent command of English, and Im sorry if im arrogant, but my English is of A1 standard and ur English is nowhere near mine. Because you not only failed to refute me point for point, u even came up with some illogical, psuedo rebuttal.

Its no wonder u choose to remain anonymous rather than leave your name, because the whole world will be scrutinizing ur comment and laugh at you instead. Good move my mate!

I look forward to see ur next say on this! :)

Sweet revenge ironically on V-Day

Well guys, i did what u all said, and i got a big 'SLAP' in the face. Not only did she choose not to reply, she even changed her primary photo. I mean wat a bitch, got the cheek to write this in her "who i want to meet" segment. "Genuine friends... fun-loving babes n dudes...Honest pple...". I honestly wanted to be friends with her but no, she had to give me one nice stab. Well actually it was already water under bridge kinda thing BUT I was in such a FOUL mood that i finally couldnt resist taking a swipe at her!

And i did! Tarro-ed her one nice one la. Felt damn good man.
Sent her my parting shot:

Subject :Hey, thanks for the 'slap in the face'

Message: I mean ignoring was fine albeit with tinge of
disappointment but u had to r-u-b it by going 1
step further by changing ur primary photo eh?
Since u soo love to spite eh? I shall gladly
return u the favour man. No wait, perhaps u didnt
did tt to spite me, becoz u look totally off
right? It kinda freaked me out the first time i
saw it coz it resembled like some apparition u
know like sadako? Yea u get the drift im sure! If
thats not bad enough, i just realised that u got
yellow teeth! Better do something abt before no
guy wants to kiss u.

K thx bye! :)

Well guess thats about it. Perhaps i was a lil' mean there but forget it la, its over, ive alrdy sent it! In a nutshell, CNY was as usual - a routine that has been going on for the last 21 years. Collected around $500 angbao! heh :D

Happy Valentines My friends!
Tomorrow back to camp; more bullshit, hellish training awaits me. Sometimes I wish i was a private not a sergeant. But whatever la, 10 more months to ORD! *chuckles*

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Hong bao na lai! Chinese new year these days are so mundane. Gather, eat, go home. Next day bring 2 oranges and act cute to get those coveted angbaos. Life's such, sad isnt it when u think about it. But its ok, im having off till next tuesday. Sweeet! How nice of my unit to include valentines in the off schedule but for singles like me, what the fuck am i supposed to do on that day?

Talk about valentines, its been 2 years since i did s-o-m-e-t-h-i-n-g on that day. I celebrated with my girlfriend, wrote a thank-you card to yvon telling her how she has been such a sweet friend to me. Fast forward to reality. Ive no girlfriend now, Yvon's so freaking pissed with me, i mean if u ever came across this site , the sub heading was meant for you.

Come friday, its off to pang's house for an all-day and probably nite gamble. All the gambling gang are going, i reckon hundreds to be won and lost ha. I hope im not going home that day as a loser. Statistically proven i've never LOST when lugwig, mingjie & I share a bet in Blackjack together. It would be interesting to see if our record will smash on that day.

I was so bored one day, so i logged into friendster and surfed the whole day. Came across this girl called shar whom I thought had this Girl-Next-Door look! I got this thing for such girls. She wasnt that gorgeous but i guess she had that reallypleasantface. I've never msged a stranger in friendster ever since i joined in 2003 but i felt really tempted to msg her. Fabian saw her profile n told me she looks hainanese and in my heart i was "uh huh" and when i quizzed on how he arrived that conclusion, he replied something to do with the facial features. And i was once again "uh huh to myself" while typing to him "You sure or not?" And he was taunting me to go ask her if she was hainanese. Stupid me ACTUALLY went to msg her that. And she replied coolly - nope. I cant believe i actually did that. Eh bro if u're reading this, fuck u la! Thanks for the bright idea. Haha now where on earth am i going to put my face. I wanted to get to know her, not know if she's hainanese. I mean so what gives if she hainanese? I get to know more about authentic hainanese chicken rice? o_O.

And what luck! My ex knows her. Apparently from biz year 2, SMU. I was hinting her over sms to introduce me pleaasee... ha apparently she disregarded that and wished me "take care and hope u get lots of angbao hehe". I was thinking whats with the selfishness until ariff knocked some sense into my head. Imagine my ex came asking me she tot this guy whom i know was cute and was hinting me to introduce him to her. And i would be probably be thinking to myself "Hell no am i going to introduce him to you." Call it selfish but honestly that feels fucked up. Makes sense, so i dont really blame her, after all she has been a sweetie all this while since we parted.

I must admit she's the second person besides my ex to set my heart palpatating. As usual sheer talk and action-less! Im beginning to feel fatalistic, sometimes i really ponder should i just leave it to fate or be thick skinned which i hate to do so and approach her.

And i have this feeling some anonymous guy will post again.

ok fine im OWNED!

I knew there was something more that meets the eye. I felt the paper was easier than i did, it definitely belied its real standard. I knew I screwed up 2 freaking sections and for the first time, i felt Verbal was easier than Math but intuition told me otherwise. What can i say? 1270 is pretty far from 1400. To be honest, im kinda disappointed, im definitely 1300 mark material; practicing the mock papers asserted that.

Think i'll just fuck it, send the scores in along with my results and hope for the best. Then ill be heading town n chill out with ludwig/pang.

Jaded

24hour guard duty with 1-2 hours interval rest in between. Levis at tangs had 20% off after i bought my jeans...I lost money yesterday thru betting...I saw yvon again...sigh. Fucked up saturday. K thx bye!

I ma Fat Fuck

Weighed myself today. I hit 71kg haha. Considering my height hovers between 170 and 173. That slants more to the obese side, alright its mild obese! I got guard duty to do in like wat? In 7 hours time?

Sheesh, if that sucks then contracting worts suck even further. Its painful when i press against it and not to mention walk! I cant believe i actually dismissed it as an ingrown corn. Foot rot on my right foot, worts on my left foot...fuck. Heard they will put nitrous oxide and burn it off... Heard its painful...and my threshold for pain is like a big fat ZERO.
Dex told me the some of the nurses were pretty. I shall see for myself though i will leave my reservations considering his definition of pretty is pretty far fetched from mine bleah.

Had to attend this tsunami appreciation dinner cum ceremony. As usual, the awarding of certs, the bullcrap, the wayangness we have to portray. But above I got to make a confession. I was a glutton this evening. Damn the food was pretty good. Had 4 egg pratas, 2 satays, 2 plates of mee goreng, 1 bowl of meesiam and a bowl of chendol to top it up. Felt damn full and bloated.

Im telling myself i got to start on some carbo burning regime soon after my worts gets treated. Time to shed the calaries, Im supposed to look buff not fat.

Welcome to the fast lane once again

Hell yea, no more gd ol' 56k. Im jacked once again into the world broadband. Its funny when u sent ur pc for troubleshooting and then realised the problem stemmed from a poor contact from the power supply to the motherboard which the root cause of it was due to *drums roll* - dust.
Im just so happy that its working fine now, i was on the verge of giving up and shelling 2k for a brand new pc... guess i can hold out for something better!

Had a 2.4km test. Failures have to go through some 3 month remedial training and guess whats the good news?! Im drafted into the program! Hah fuck! I thought i passed, albeit a scrape through at a time of 12:18(passing mark is 12:20) Then gerald forgot to take a tag and i was pushed up by one position down the pecking order. Not only my new position stands at a new #14, it also means my apparent timing is increased. What luck I had! A time of 12:23! From respite to dumbstruck especially when u fail by T-H-R-E-E freaking seconds! I cant remember who asked me to buy 4D with that timing...basket.
And to think i ran 11+ during bmt. Sheesh.

OC walks like some gay who needs to chuck his little brother way in between his legs. Check out the way he walks man, looks as if he's doing criss-cross walking but in a much less conspicious degree. Plus when he walks, he tends to protrude his big fat ass. *Shake ur bom bom anybody?* Talk about gays, i happend to surf across a gay webby courtesy of iggy. So Ariff n me decided to pose as a gay and antigay, hah i dont care how lame it is, but its hilarious. Codeword for gay is AJ! Still remember walking by citilink by myself and some scrawny guy came over and said hi n tried to pick me up! Damn why not pretty girls instead? :(

Haha, took off today with the pretext that i had a dental appt. Exploitation of the system at its best. Went town with ariff to get my last min cny clothes since my coming weekend burns; guard duty. Looks like fcuk fashion is the vogue. So far the people whom i know owns one now - fabian, ariff, pang, soon-to-be shiwei and obviously me, its my fav brand! I managed to convince ariff to get the same shirt as me when he lamented it was nice but unfortunately it was the only M size left... it was really nice of him to let me have it. Thanks bro but seriously i really felt bad.

And the best thing was I realised i spent like 400+ for CNY.

1. Adidas shoes - 129
2. Fcuk tee - 60
3. Fcuk shirt - 89
4. Levis 501 - 150

And guess thats more than enough. There's always a limit, I must tell myself, get it at sales. It definitely be so much cheaper, unfortunately i didnt had when there was one.

Maha bought american maxim, and they featured teri hatcher. Oh my god! At 40, she so babeliciously hot! Absolutely stunning. She was looking good when she starred in lois and lane way back but now... WOAH. She blows me away esp with her knockers. *grinz* Now all the more i should catch desperate housewives! ;)