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Jan 24, 2005

I believe in you

Just love that song by kylie minogue. She's still looking hot as ever even at 40+. Well guess sexiness transcends all things even age. Well in a nutshell, my weekend was kinda 'so-so'. Didnt do much though, went out with bros. Well they were nice to take 'leave' n accompany me to buy the PC but i decided it against buying in the end. Honestly i felt bad but at the same time, I appreciate it man. Guess im still a kid at heart, brings back the kiddo in me when i was playing lan wif fab/fw. We were owning this bunch of kids really bad in counterstrike 1.6. Well i gotta give them props for playing on and get fragged hah.

I actually got to talk to this girl called elsa over msn this morning, n honestly i duno wat the fuck im was saying to u then but if ure reading this, iknow u were being nice, trying to strike a conversation with me. Very sweet of u.

Went swimming with fab n shiwei in the afternoon, met up with ariff for talk-cock session and shopping browsing session in town and settled at starbucks, chatting about ourselves and life on the whole.

Alas back to camp once again, life in camp is really gd when the oldman isnt around; slack mode! I forsee deployments coming my way... and i think i shall go work out my stomach over the week ha.

Jan 23, 2005

Hong Gan ah

Literal translation for fuck! I screwed some sections of the paper. But forget it, its over. Time to look towards the future. I feel damn bored out of a sudden. I feel broke as opposed to rich, mj n me have for fork out to pay for friend's debts... which i myself forked out 2k+, not counting others who still owe me around 600+ which translates to 2.7k of money loaned. Feel like a fucking atm machine. This bullshit has to stop.

Guess new pc will delay by a week, i just feel today's too rushed for me. I shall conduct my own research on whats best for me and i will DIY one at SLS next week.

Jan 20, 2005

Highlight of the week

Its definitely got to be my junior caught masturbating in the toilet and its not once but TWICE. Yep straight from the horse's mouth though didnt catch him red handed but apparently it was too conspicuous to miss it. A pair of legs so near the cubicle door with his shorts down to his boots. Whats more eye-catching was his perpetual elevation and lowering of his feet as in imitating a jerking force. Goodness, what a horny bastard. Target was probably the drainage hole at the corner. YUCK. One day of leave from camp, and such things actually happens...gee. Im alienating THAT cubicle.

Parade was as per norm, in fact there was a change of command ceremony for the COA medical offficer. Many bigshots, including the chief of army himself. Best part was we were asked to fill the seats in the auditorium. Many many 'crabs' there, imagine sitting amongst captains and above. Halfway when the med officer was giving a speech, i just dozed off, that just says alot how i value tt ceremony, well more like tired la.

Sigh, gonna practice the last paper in the SAT book and then i will revise some concepts that im not good at tomorrow and then i should be set, with a little luck, prayer and my ahem intellect, i hope 1350< my score < 1450 materialises.

SAT SAT SAT

My mind is pepetually filled and bogged down with SAT ringing in my head. So much so i had a bad dream about it. I dreamt that i omitted the math section and i was panicking. Argh what a fucked up dream!
Sigh im supposed to be off till monday on the pretext that i am given time to study for my SAT for this coming sat, but i got a stupid parade to officially commemorate my 3rd sergeant promotion to attend and im supposed to cut skinhead at the sides so i got to book in latest tomorrow morning. Grrr. Hopefully right after parade i can buzz off!

Today wasnt much of a productive day, was sleeping to catch up lost sleep over the past weeks so i will be fresh for SAT. Other than that i was reading and refreshing myself on vocabulary list. I realised my mind is only retentive for anything except studies. Sheesh.

Tomorrow is verbal all day and nite and fri is a revision on math and an early nite to cap it. And the big day awaits. Its either i own it or i fuck it.

Jan 17, 2005

Glory beckons

'Stole' the title from ludwig's msn nick hehe. It alludes to the tiger cup tonite. To the ignorant ones, apathetic ones, critics, i guess its time to display your nationalism and give support to the lions aka singapore's once worldcup hopefuls.

As i muse on singapore's soccer standards on flashback and fastforward to reality, its a feat for them to reach the finals, after all myanmar was the better team who paid the price for their embrassing conduct; 3 red cards resulting them in losing. Tsk tsk.

Yesterday, caesar was a lil' quiet, but we had the area to us. I was kinda disappointed that the girl working there when i was there on my first time wasnt there. Perhaps it wasnt her duty, perhaps she quitted, perhaps it doesnt matter, coz its not like im going to say hi anyway...
The word's shy u know.(o'_'o).
We actually opened a bottle of chivas and drank just one glass. Didnt felt like drinking plus my alcohol tolerance wasnt tt good anyway. Next time when i go back there i shall resample and appreciate scottish whiskey. (The chivas was kept in their bar so we come back for it you see)

By the way everything points to the Lions lifting the stupid tiger cup and so please dont fuck up, u will not only drive indo fans into a state of delirium but rile god knows how many fans who came to support you.
You can be sure i will be one of those irated albeit not a fan but coz u represent singapore to condemn you to the deepest regions of the abyss where you will lie there like wussy lion.

Good luck!

Jan 16, 2005

56k blazing speed

Its been a while if u ask me, since i lasted posted. The day when i was supposed to go SLS to troubleshoot my pc was shelved. I decided to use my dad's crawling lappy(celeron 400) and 56k n hook myself online. I actually got the lsass virus which shuts down ur damn computer in 1 min and i had literally spend the whole sunday re-setting up my laptop and taking contingency steps to ensure no repeats of such bullshit.

Physical fitness has dropped tremendoously. Gorging myself with food, food, food and my tummy now rivals a woman who's 4months pregnant. I got trouble doing pullups. Running 5km wasnt exactly a breeze for me.

Shanwei was telling me yesterday take queen park rangers; 7 games yet to clear the handicap. I said ok. 100 on it. Haha fuck, the first sms i got in the morning was "qpr 1-0 song bo" and my happiness became ephemeral when i realised i didnt bet when i thought i did. Dreaming i was.

Liverpool vs man u tonite. Key matches for both teams; one to prove a point and gain top 4, the other to close up the gap with leader chelsea. Its definitely going to be intense tonite. Probably meeting with e 'gang' at caesars tonite and it will be polarized into 2 camps - the liverpool camp and the man u camp. It'll be funny if u ask me.

Exactly one week more to SAT. Im not sure how im going to fare the second time round, but i wont retake it regardless the result. I think this would have been my best and its pointless retaking because the second and third time would alrdy truely show where u stand amongst the rest. Im aiming to finish tops in math - perfect 800 which is possibilty since i average around 2 mistakes per section. Verbal; im hoping to get at least 650 and that would seal everything.

Good news is my oakley frame is deemed as corroded and they will changed a brand new frame for me. Sweeet! but the bad thing is i've got to wait for like 3 weeks max but i guess i dont really mind ;)

Lots of stuff im considering to buy this coming cny; athlon64 pc, quiksilver slips, adidas shoes, levis 501/512, striped shirt from either zara/fcuk, burberry polo tee, brown/pale blue tee, new wallet, nike reflective dri-fit etc. Too many, its time to shop come 23rd jan.

Jan 2, 2005

PC DOWN

Dammit my pc is down. Im like posting from my friend's house. Thx bro if u r reading this.

I wanted to like take a month's hiatus but i realised pc is like freaking part of my life. It feels hell of a weird if i dont do something about it which is y im going to do something on sunday. Im going to bring it down to sim lim square, ask the buggers to check it out and then i will see where the problem lies and then i will spend if i have to get it back up and running temporary. Im keeping my fingers crossed its not the mobo tts screwed coz it is, means i got to buy a new computer which i dont intend until a little later this year when longhorn's(the next windows) out.

There's too many stuff in my pc tt i cant do without. My miranda, surfing online for info, storing my info is easy as 1,2,3 via notepad etc. Damn everything is like done on my computer. Hope its gd news tomorrow! *crosses fingers*

Soccer update : Chelsea had a fortuitous win over liverpool, arsenal looks set to collect 3 points against charlton, whats left is man utd to beat boro and keep up with epl title race